merdek@? P.f.f.f.T.!

damn . i just got into an accident. a rather major one. my new beautiful baby... BHT 7026... got rammed by another Blue Wira.. *sighs*. And i got stuck in the car cause the car door kinda like... .. got smashed in. luckilly... only my ankle suffered a slight gash.

suddenly, there were tons of guys around... and someone yanked the door out ler. .. ... .then the agents came out of nowhere and started pushing name cards at me. The person who banged me was fine.. just the corner of his car cacat a bit. but he admitted that it was his fault and seemed like a good soul. he stayed around until my car got towed away to the hospital.

I felt so lost. i called my mum minutes after the accident. and she arrived.. and those asshole agents kept bugging her and clouding her mind. then i snapped at them saying that I had their card already and i would call them when i do need their unwanted help. then i had snapped at my mum.. then she left. then my dad came.. all the way from port klang. then he tried to put things straight with his contacts.. which did not bloody hell do a good job of things - they abandoned me too. and then dad had to go back to office for a meeting.

went to the police station.. did the reports... the corporal seemed very snappy... i guess he's seen more crap and much worst cases.. so i guess this would be a breeze for him.

*sighs*.. I felt like crying. but my arrogance kept my tears at bay. barely a week old.. and this had to happen. Dad waxed the car on Saturday. and i just.. felt so so bad for getting myself into this mess. And the downpayment he had paid... but i'm thankful that i'm ok. cept for the mental state of mind... well... what better way to spend merdeka day at home recuperating from the shock.

william called when i was at the station. i felt a little better. but i didn't know what to say.. and i didn't know what he could have said to console me either. i guess i just needed someone. and all this happened, because i had to take a different route to collect an M&M's plaque.

i feel like crying again. I don't know why.