s.c.e.n.t.e.d.p.@.s.s.i.o.n.s: l.o.v.e.d by @ll

Yessssss.... I am finally out of the god damned Axxezz company. Axxezz sucks to the max and God help those assholes who are still working in there. (except for Sky and Elly, i still love them). And there was I - very late to work as usual - and the bitch just called me in the office and gave me the sack. I was suprised, but it seems that she had read some personal mail of Uma and I. Well, that's too bad. At least she knows what i think of her.

She gave stupid reasons saying that I can't go near my desk because she wanted to do some 'spring cleaning'. and the fucked up whore kept my name card folder, with all my contacts in it. And she even claimed it as hers when Sky and Elly saw her taking it out from my desk.

And then, she even had to throw in bull shit about other employees talking about me, and I don't even give a shit if she had talked about me to my mother. 'Oh Lynn, i would have given you Uma's post if you had thought more about me'. Yaaaarrr rite.... I would have thought about you drowning in a sewage pond, with whore eating piranhas in there. Add some giant leeches and sulfuric acid into the water too. Oh yeah, the piranhas and leeches has to be immune to acid.

Thank goodness i had took all my work out of the computer. And i had a password installed to windows too. Ah well. All is not lost. She can keep my rubbish. Haha. Let her clean up my table. Haha. Up yours, fuckin' bitch. And take your company and shove it up your fat arse.

I now worry about Sky and Elly. They had been... ... the only 'life' i had at Axxezz for the past few months. They made me laugh, they made me feel as if i was so old. They had spirit, joy and all the other matured people problems too. I grew very attached to them when all the other senior OLD staff ignored us.

I would forever remember the times when we would be rushing for spring displays, those mannequins that stank of the whore's breath and shaped like the mutated backside that housed her brains. Working late nights with them, along side with Sky's calmness (well, sometimes).. and Elly's rollercoster mood turns. But I loved every second with them although I was hurting deep inside by the way the slut was treating me.

They learn very fast. They also managed my moods very nicely. They were always there when i needed a piece of bread or duck rice. We had memorable moments at the coffee shop down at Pekan Subang for chicken rice and sour plum juice. Sitting there, chit chatting about life, love and work, and other perverted stuff that they always think of. Sky would be looking out for hunky guys with firm asses, Elly would be scouting them out for him, and I would just enjoy the views of those bums... to err. .. give comments.

They seemed so different from the day they first worked with me. They seemed so grown up now, learning the twist and turns on how to manipulate a difficult mother whore and learning how to .. work. I have always gave them my honest opinions about things - things like their attitude, their work practices and their relationships... . anything at all. and I hope that they would appreciate my nonsense as much as I appreciate their companionship and support.

I also missed Jessie and Nessie. Jessie was the cool machine at work and Nessie was just the pepper and spice and everything 'wwaasssupp'. I love my colleagues.. well... .. now my ex-colleagues. I would definately miss the times when I would go out with Elly to Bangsar and Passion and.. everywhere which had good F&B, some hip hop for Elly to hop-hop to, free drinks and hunky cute guys. .. ... *sighs*... ..

I miss you guys. I really do.

I'd like to take this oppurtunity to say thank you so much, especially to Sky, Elly and Jessie (if you guys are reading), for your moral support, for putting up with my tempers, for just... being there .. because you guys kept my sanity together. Both of you have great potential, and for heaven's sake please get out of there as soon as your one year is up because you will end up .. .. bad. Or maybe even brain washed by that vile, disgusting woman.. .. creature. I want you guys to have a great, prosperous future in whatever you choose to do, because you people DESERVE it. You guys deserve the best and only the best and you can achieve that by being with the best and being the best.

Sayonara. and seriously, look out for my brand of accessories, soon. and I will definately only hire the best, which might be you guys. ;). Thank you and sorry if I have been the bitchiest colleague that you ever had. Hey, at least i'm cuter than that kampung SLUT!.

And yes, .. ... I thank you, to Sharm, for coming all the way to see me even though you had tons to study for your CLP papers. I thank you Sky, for listening to my cries for help to get my preccciioussss name cards back. I thank you to dear... dear... Elly, who called to ask me if I were ok. And yes, lesbian-dancing-partner, i owe you a night out on friday. I missed those times.. and it would definately go on until I have to shift my focus to Singapore. I want to thank you Hsiang Yi for chatting to me, calming me down and asking me to go for yam cha, and i will go out with you when I have cooled down and when I am able to drive like a normal person again and not like some blind bat (puffy eyes.. yar.. can't help it.).. To my aunts from Singapore whom had listened to my wrath when they called at a very bad time. And not to forget, the famous goddamned bitch on earth, my ex-boss, who paid me to let me get out of her sight .. thanks... i really needed it.

.. and last but not least, as soon as I left the office, the only one person whom i had in my mind, heart and soul, whom i had sms-ed first, my darling love, who called all the way from a gadzillion miles away and calmed me down after an hour long of conversation. I love you, William. Thank you so so much, my love.

And to those whom I did not tell about my 'happy' situation, especially Chui Ling, Jess ... . i will tell you soon. Definately. I shall spread the word about the crappiest job i had ever taken on.

I love all of you.