Dear Sky

Yes. I am an evil person. Yes. I am upset about my boyfriend's studies. Yes. I suck at photography. Yes. i write about people in my blog. Yes. My writing seems evil and mean to the person that's I'm writing about but seriously, it's just my honest thoughts.

Just let me be, Sky. I don't recall writing mean things about you but i'll admit that i am the evil person that you keep calling me if it makes you happy. i am evil to other pple but i don't think i was evil to you. I'm sorry that you were not happy in my company but honestly, nothing other than praises for you came from my lips when you were applying for the position. I admire you for your capabilities as a fantastic designer - i had put in a good word for you when your current company called for a review - i recognised your strengths and i thought that you'd enjoy being in the events line and i saved the graphic designer position for you as a friend. I was happy when you got the new post at your new company cause you deserved it. My boss was upset that you were leaving when i told him, but i just told him nicely in an email saying that you had better opportunities elsewhere and that he should let you leave with good grace. Maybe you misunderstood me. That blog about the balls and the aquarium was just an amusement for myself. Maybe you misunderstood me again. Other than that... .. maybe you didn't enjoy the free movies and events that i had invited you to go to in the previous months. Was i being evil and mean at that time?

I'm just very sorry for whatever i have done wrong in spoiling that friendship. I thought that at one point in time, i was your friend.. someone to vent your sadness and frustrations and your problems in life.. and you were my shoulder to cry on when things were just not going right for me. but i don't know.. somehow.. some where along the way.. i don't know what happened.. especially within the past few months.. i just don't know why you hate me.

lynn