b.i.r.t.h.d.@.y.s are sweet

It was a beautiful morning on last Saturday. I don't know. I somehow felt .. definitely not 23. Maybe much older. Somehow... my birthday this time around seemed sweeter.. with tinges of bitterness.

For one.. this time around... I have someone else to share it with. William had wished me happy birthday the previous night... and the morning too.. and it just felt so nice to hear someone special say it. Waking up to his voice.. brings a happy warmth into the current chill of my life. Knowing that this time, there's an additional special someone in my life who would love and cherish me for who I am - makes this birthday somehow... more romantic.

And he's coming home very soon... another nice birthday present to look forward to. And then his mum just had to call me to complain about more stuff. hehehe. Ah well...

Work that day was minimal.. I finally cleared away the junk from my table. My bin was overflowing as usual. Heh. Currently i'm replacing the junk with more junk. Gosh.

And then there was the e-mail criticising about the November and December issues of the magazine. Yar. I know my photography sucks. Point noted. I did not apply as a photographer in this company anyway. So put up with the crappy photos or don't read MYC!news. Heh. Phooey.

And then Jason and Wai Leng took me to Chillis KLCC to mum mum. it was a really nice lunch... no frills but lots of jokes and laughs... and a bunch of waiters singing the birthday song. Then we hopped over to Kinokuniya and had to drag Wai Leng out of the romance section.

I like hanging out with them. Definitely better than hanging out with some kids. Maybe that's why i have more older and much more matured friends. hmm... maybe that's why i feel old..

And then tons of other friends had wished me happy birthday. Friends that I had thought that I had lost.. and friends who has loved me for many many years. I'm glad to have them.

Maybe it's also the shit that i've been through for the year. With the car accident and the new job and the financial stuff and the parents stuff..and then the issue with the 'kids'... Gah. it's a wonder that i'm still here to type all of these out.

I have learnt lots. I have also loved lots. But I have also learnt to hate too. Sometimes you just can't be nice forever to everyone. Maybe they should just take their own issues and shove it up their own asses. Hehe.. that would save lots of trouble and hokey pokey.

Yes... but all in all... .. All i hope for is for my birthday wish to come through.. someday. *sighs*