Love is also..
Coming online to see if my love is online too,
Just looking at his offline nick,
Longing to hear his comforting laughs,
Wondering if he's thinking of me too.
Missing him the entire day,
Staring at the screen, working my arse off,
Just answering his messages
Would make my day be filled with rainbow rays.
My mind, my limbs, my eyes,
Would be so tired, so weak.
But I always heave a happy sigh,
When ever I hear his voice.
Counting the days till I could feel his hand
in mine again,
And my soul would feel complete again.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Sunday, May 29, 2005
l.o.v.e is.. ... be@utiful you.
Love is when something changes within ourselves
Love is when we feel so lost without the other
Love is waking up thinking of you, and going to bed hoping that you'll have sweet dreams...
Love is so powerful, a feeling that only 2 can hope to understand
Love is when I would stare at my handphone looking at messages and your MMS
Love is when I jump out of bed to locate my room phone, because the dumb answering message comes on after the second dial tone
Love is when I feel so relieved and happy everytime I hear your voice, and not having that equal feeling with anyone else
Love is when I would borrow someone elses phone when my battery dies out
Love is when I place my room phone close to bed so that I won't trip over wires at night
Love is.. .. using my last 50 dollars to pay for my phone bill so i could just listen to your voice and ... everything would turn out right again
Love is when I do silly things just to see you giggle
Love is... .. making sure the first thing i go out to buy is the bloody modem wire that my dog chewed through.. although it was raining like hell
Love is.. waking up with my phone still in my hand
Love is.. taking silly pictures of myself.. and making sure that I receive them in my email so that i can show you
Love is when I sleep with my phone on 24/7 as long as the batt stays alive
Love is.. when I call u during lunch hour.. even just for 5 mins... I feel so happy again when I hear your voice
.. .. Love is you, my love. Forever and for always.
.. One Life, One Love, One Promise
1437,
Baby
Love is when we feel so lost without the other
Love is waking up thinking of you, and going to bed hoping that you'll have sweet dreams...
Love is so powerful, a feeling that only 2 can hope to understand
Love is when I would stare at my handphone looking at messages and your MMS
Love is when I jump out of bed to locate my room phone, because the dumb answering message comes on after the second dial tone
Love is when I feel so relieved and happy everytime I hear your voice, and not having that equal feeling with anyone else
Love is when I would borrow someone elses phone when my battery dies out
Love is when I place my room phone close to bed so that I won't trip over wires at night
Love is.. .. using my last 50 dollars to pay for my phone bill so i could just listen to your voice and ... everything would turn out right again
Love is when I do silly things just to see you giggle
Love is... .. making sure the first thing i go out to buy is the bloody modem wire that my dog chewed through.. although it was raining like hell
Love is.. waking up with my phone still in my hand
Love is.. taking silly pictures of myself.. and making sure that I receive them in my email so that i can show you
Love is when I sleep with my phone on 24/7 as long as the batt stays alive
Love is.. when I call u during lunch hour.. even just for 5 mins... I feel so happy again when I hear your voice
.. .. Love is you, my love. Forever and for always.
.. One Life, One Love, One Promise
1437,
Baby
c.u.d.d.l.y be@r be@r
Ahhh.. another Sunday... Watched Star Wars - Return of the Sith again - this time with my Daddy. The first time was with the company.. was the boss' birthday, and the Star Wars Maniac had given us the tickets for a show at Times Square, Saturday, 9:30pm - when we were at Mid Valley Megamall, Thursday, 9:00pm. Silly twit. All the excitement of seeing androids walking around with their PVC undies had got into his brain.
Had a rushed, but calm week. One reason was because 'OD Wan Boss' was not at the office - and i had managed to stay on top of things instead of being ushered into a bloody-waste-of-time-and-saliva 'project briefing' every half an hour or so. And maybe it's because of the Hematite bracelets William's mum had given to me. It seems that Hematite absorbs stress and heightens concentration.. Well, we shall see if it works next week... for the upcoming rushed (as usual) new projects.
DiGi would be starting their Initial D Race to Japan Challenge thingy on Monday, and I had spent the weekend worrying about 12 feet long sticks (nnoooo... not 'thoseeee' sticks, you pervert.. .*blinks*. 12 feet?..Hmmmmmmmmm. )
.. ... ... .. ... .. Umm.. yarrrrr... er.. sticks.. ... . to hold up the backdrop for the 8x12 feet backdrop sheet for DiGi.
In the end after briefing my handy man daddy about the 'dire' situation of me having to shove two 12 feet sticks into my car (i would love to shove it up someone's ass... but let's not get too graphic here, shall we.?) , we stumbled across some extendable aluminium stick-ma-jigs at a DIY place. Thank goodnessssss.... now the question is how a girl is going to carry a plastic bag full of computer speakers and wires and the two sticks without tripping over her dainty high heels to the damn college at 730am during morning traffic??? Gah...
Then after that i would have to get my cute bum to PJ Hilton for a 'short' (gah.. fat hopes) meeting with Nescafe at the 'Milo coloured building'. Yar... that's my Boss' description of the damn building, it's not even NEAR that colour.. and the building doesn't even have a damn signboard to begin with!!... and there's at least 30 buildings around PJ Hilton... and he goes and tells me "oh.. it's just riigghhttt next to PJ Hilton...milo coloured "... .. and would that be Milo pekat, or Milo ice, or Milo kurang manis or Milo tarriikk???? ... be more specific, u twit!!!
Yessssss.... and they say that girls are always late (yarrrr.. because of the lame directions guys give us!)
ahh... missing my darling now. I think I shall tease him for the rest of the evening.. I'm feeling rather eviL today... Nyehehehehehe....
*blinks innocently*.. ... toodle-doos!
*revamped with bubbly*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
Had a rushed, but calm week. One reason was because 'OD Wan Boss' was not at the office - and i had managed to stay on top of things instead of being ushered into a bloody-waste-of-time-and-saliva 'project briefing' every half an hour or so. And maybe it's because of the Hematite bracelets William's mum had given to me. It seems that Hematite absorbs stress and heightens concentration.. Well, we shall see if it works next week... for the upcoming rushed (as usual) new projects.
DiGi would be starting their Initial D Race to Japan Challenge thingy on Monday, and I had spent the weekend worrying about 12 feet long sticks (nnoooo... not 'thoseeee' sticks, you pervert.. .*blinks*. 12 feet?..Hmmmmmmmmm. )
.. ... ... .. ... .. Umm.. yarrrrr... er.. sticks.. ... . to hold up the backdrop for the 8x12 feet backdrop sheet for DiGi.
In the end after briefing my handy man daddy about the 'dire' situation of me having to shove two 12 feet sticks into my car (i would love to shove it up someone's ass... but let's not get too graphic here, shall we.?) , we stumbled across some extendable aluminium stick-ma-jigs at a DIY place. Thank goodnessssss.... now the question is how a girl is going to carry a plastic bag full of computer speakers and wires and the two sticks without tripping over her dainty high heels to the damn college at 730am during morning traffic??? Gah...
Then after that i would have to get my cute bum to PJ Hilton for a 'short' (gah.. fat hopes) meeting with Nescafe at the 'Milo coloured building'. Yar... that's my Boss' description of the damn building, it's not even NEAR that colour.. and the building doesn't even have a damn signboard to begin with!!... and there's at least 30 buildings around PJ Hilton... and he goes and tells me "oh.. it's just riigghhttt next to PJ Hilton...milo coloured "... .. and would that be Milo pekat, or Milo ice, or Milo kurang manis or Milo tarriikk???? ... be more specific, u twit!!!
Yessssss.... and they say that girls are always late (yarrrr.. because of the lame directions guys give us!)
ahh... missing my darling now. I think I shall tease him for the rest of the evening.. I'm feeling rather eviL today... Nyehehehehehe....
*blinks innocently*.. ... toodle-doos!
*revamped with bubbly*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
Friday, May 27, 2005
t.i.n.g.l.y @ll @round
It's a Thursday... 11:46pm.. and I just had a shower after I had got home from work an hour ago. 22 more days till my love gets back from Canberra. It all seems pretty fast, isn't it?. The beginning of the week I had dreaded the week ahead of me - and in exactly 12 minutes, it's Friday again.
This week was.. rather productive. Finally uploaded the 3rd round of amended M&M's website. I was getting sick of the yellow and the.. .. M&M's lentils.. and the smiling red and yellow M&M's with weird eyebrows which looks like moustaches.. The only things that are interesting on that site are the Munch on Music Themes (warning - big files, download only if you have broadband). Designed the DiGi - Initial D Website.. rather shittie-ly done in just under half an hour. .. just for internal communication - so I didn't need to get any sorta formal approval from the clients.
Eve is getting sick of the DiGi yellow too. They have been going on with changes after changes - and I think they are nearing their 500 - umpteenth round of amendments. I am getting sick of the fonts too - they seem to have lost their 'wow' effect on me. Yar.. try staring at them for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week.. for 2 weeks - nightmarish, i tell you.. .. Eve would demonstrate the conditions of her stress levels on you with a swipe of her arm.. not before announcing that she's going to slap you left and right and up and down.. and round and round and round we go around the merry-go-round.. ... .. .. (that resembles the DiGi - Wheel of Challenge sticker)
.. .. .... Where was i.. ..
Oh..
The Boss wasn't in for the past few days.. and today he finally decided to get his a$$ down to the office to proof read the draft magazine. Warning - pages and website sucks - takes like the same amount of time for u to run down to the nearest college and pick up a copy (after you wear something else other than your moth eaten pajamas and discoloured undies before u run out), just to download most of the pages - but.. why the hell would u want a copy of the darn magazine? - it's only good to wrap used pads *smirks at Eve* ... Yar.. with 'Whisper' thin pages.. it wouldn't even wrap a nasi lemak properly - don't look at me, i definately have better taste and user-friendly sense.
And just now all of the designers were still at the office.. amending page by page as he scans through each page.. one by one.. Eng Seen and Kok Lee would have grown moustaches resembling the Dumb and Dumberer pair of M&M's eyebrows before he gets to the last page. .. . Eve might also decide to keep a moustache of her own and all three of them can be The Three Stooges.
*basking in glowing pink bubbly*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
Well, I did ease their burden by 1% - by designing the layout for my own review of Carnegie's - not after bugging Eve for a few tips and pointers on how to make Illustrator understand my unruly clicks of desperation. Well, I did managed to do the bloody Wheel thingy-ma-jig on my own this time.
The wheel thingy-ma-jig that i keep talking about is a mini wheel of fortune.. 23.2 inches in diameter.. and there would be the sticker to stick on the thingy with penalties or rewards mentioned on it - and no.. i don't think it needs a sexy lady in a skimpy glittering loin cloth to spin the wheel for you. I think Eve would be scared to hear her name after a while... With me sitting within 'poke-cold-finger-into-victim's-side' distance from her, i think we're going to be best buddies for a looooong... loooooooooong time..
And as usual.. the DiGi backdrop and posters are 'superbly-on-schedule'... Yar.. i would more sooner grow a moustache to match the rest of the team - and all of us would be upgraded to become the Freaky Four - before ANYTHING will ever be on schedule. Looks like it's going to be a rushed day tomorrow - ... .. pppfftttt... what's new..
*happy, tingly-all-over go-juice*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
Yes, and I went to Carnegie's on Wednesday night again. Met Elly and Kum Shi (my piggy cousin's brother) - after getting stuck in a jam for nearly an hour.. and Carnegie's is just a road opposite my office building - I quote Eng Seen as he complains about an absurd U-turn to get onto the highway "The damned thing is so near!... It's just there!.. I can flick my cigarette butt onto the bloody highway.. BUT it's so near... YET so *&%#@^ FAR!!!.. ". .. .. Well... .. he did... say something along the same lines, i think.
*cherry kisses*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
I had to get my review for the magazine before Jade screws me so.. it was sorta an excuse.. and to kill 3 birds with one stone.
1) To do review to stay straight
2) To listen to what Kum Shi has to say - after bugging me for the past 3 months
3) To 'give' advice to Elly on her interview the next morning - which I believe had definately fallen on deaf ears
.. .. ... I might have needed a 4th stone to poink Elly on the head.
*enthusiastic duo*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
She has been bugging me with the most ridiculous things.. like asking for pictures of her Cleo Bachelor crush when i was in the middle of sorting some 'Miss Ginvera' photos.. not like they are gorgeous things.. but i didn't want to go through the entire '101 candidates for Ms Ah Lian with the crooked-est teeth' list again. It's just all... .. at the wrong timing. I sent her a rather direct SMS to give her a firm HINT that I had better things to handle. I felt bad after that.. .. but being that time of the month and cramps.. I couldn't give 2 farts even if I wanted to.
Kum Shi however, wanted to show me his completed Journal of his multimedia studies. Well, his character drawings has improved.. though he just.. has to fix the faces part - they looked like.. .. mangled versions of the Numb Nuts filled M&M's twins expressions when they realised that their 'skin' melts in one's mouth and not in one's hand. And I did ask him for a little explanation of the complexity or.. shall I say.. . the 'simplicity' and the obvious thoughts of a male mind.
I had never been in a relationship before.. and I don't ... know how to grade myself as a girlfriend. I know my various moods - totalling up to a number somewhere close to the amount of changes needed to get an M&M's poster approved - can be rather irritating and annoying - never knowing what mood am i in. Or even my occasional direct.. and somehow hurtful remarks that i unconciously make could probably bring everything into an abrupt ending.. and there goes the fairytale out of the Windows XP.. and into the Recycle Bin.. (like amended versions #1, #30.56, #59.0d, #103x of the DiGi flyer).
And it's a miracle that I met William - the only person who.. ..can neaarrrlyyyy handle all my sudden 'eruptions' and my occasional sickly sweet voice that I somehow switch on automatically whenever I speak to him on the phone.. plus a lot of other add-ons once you have installed 'Lynn version #22' into your system.. and then you'd need to get the upgrade patches... and the weekly maintenances to keep 'Lynn' from lagging your system and purposely executing various viruses to increase usage and attention from user.. and of course.. there's always the bugs that never seem to be resolved even after add-ons attention.exe and evenMoreLoveAndAttention.exe.
*sighs*... why does everything gets so technical in the end. Or is it just me?..
.. .. .. Ahh.. 12:43am.. Friday morning.. 21 more days till my love comes home. . . .
This week was.. rather productive. Finally uploaded the 3rd round of amended M&M's website. I was getting sick of the yellow and the.. .. M&M's lentils.. and the smiling red and yellow M&M's with weird eyebrows which looks like moustaches.. The only things that are interesting on that site are the Munch on Music Themes (warning - big files, download only if you have broadband). Designed the DiGi - Initial D Website.. rather shittie-ly done in just under half an hour. .. just for internal communication - so I didn't need to get any sorta formal approval from the clients.
Eve is getting sick of the DiGi yellow too. They have been going on with changes after changes - and I think they are nearing their 500 - umpteenth round of amendments. I am getting sick of the fonts too - they seem to have lost their 'wow' effect on me. Yar.. try staring at them for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week.. for 2 weeks - nightmarish, i tell you.. .. Eve would demonstrate the conditions of her stress levels on you with a swipe of her arm.. not before announcing that she's going to slap you left and right and up and down.. and round and round and round we go around the merry-go-round.. ... .. .. (that resembles the DiGi - Wheel of Challenge sticker)
.. .. .... Where was i.. ..
Oh..
The Boss wasn't in for the past few days.. and today he finally decided to get his a$$ down to the office to proof read the draft magazine. Warning - pages and website sucks - takes like the same amount of time for u to run down to the nearest college and pick up a copy (after you wear something else other than your moth eaten pajamas and discoloured undies before u run out), just to download most of the pages - but.. why the hell would u want a copy of the darn magazine? - it's only good to wrap used pads *smirks at Eve* ... Yar.. with 'Whisper' thin pages.. it wouldn't even wrap a nasi lemak properly - don't look at me, i definately have better taste and user-friendly sense.
And just now all of the designers were still at the office.. amending page by page as he scans through each page.. one by one.. Eng Seen and Kok Lee would have grown moustaches resembling the Dumb and Dumberer pair of M&M's eyebrows before he gets to the last page. .. . Eve might also decide to keep a moustache of her own and all three of them can be The Three Stooges.
*basking in glowing pink bubbly*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
Well, I did ease their burden by 1% - by designing the layout for my own review of Carnegie's - not after bugging Eve for a few tips and pointers on how to make Illustrator understand my unruly clicks of desperation. Well, I did managed to do the bloody Wheel thingy-ma-jig on my own this time.
The wheel thingy-ma-jig that i keep talking about is a mini wheel of fortune.. 23.2 inches in diameter.. and there would be the sticker to stick on the thingy with penalties or rewards mentioned on it - and no.. i don't think it needs a sexy lady in a skimpy glittering loin cloth to spin the wheel for you. I think Eve would be scared to hear her name after a while... With me sitting within 'poke-cold-finger-into-victim's-side' distance from her, i think we're going to be best buddies for a looooong... loooooooooong time..
And as usual.. the DiGi backdrop and posters are 'superbly-on-schedule'... Yar.. i would more sooner grow a moustache to match the rest of the team - and all of us would be upgraded to become the Freaky Four - before ANYTHING will ever be on schedule. Looks like it's going to be a rushed day tomorrow - ... .. pppfftttt... what's new..
*happy, tingly-all-over go-juice*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
Yes, and I went to Carnegie's on Wednesday night again. Met Elly and Kum Shi (my piggy cousin's brother) - after getting stuck in a jam for nearly an hour.. and Carnegie's is just a road opposite my office building - I quote Eng Seen as he complains about an absurd U-turn to get onto the highway "The damned thing is so near!... It's just there!.. I can flick my cigarette butt onto the bloody highway.. BUT it's so near... YET so *&%#@^ FAR!!!.. ". .. .. Well... .. he did... say something along the same lines, i think.
*cherry kisses*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
I had to get my review for the magazine before Jade screws me so.. it was sorta an excuse.. and to kill 3 birds with one stone.
1) To do review to stay straight
2) To listen to what Kum Shi has to say - after bugging me for the past 3 months
3) To 'give' advice to Elly on her interview the next morning - which I believe had definately fallen on deaf ears
.. .. ... I might have needed a 4th stone to poink Elly on the head.
*enthusiastic duo*
~an original p@ssion-@rt
She has been bugging me with the most ridiculous things.. like asking for pictures of her Cleo Bachelor crush when i was in the middle of sorting some 'Miss Ginvera' photos.. not like they are gorgeous things.. but i didn't want to go through the entire '101 candidates for Ms Ah Lian with the crooked-est teeth' list again. It's just all... .. at the wrong timing. I sent her a rather direct SMS to give her a firm HINT that I had better things to handle. I felt bad after that.. .. but being that time of the month and cramps.. I couldn't give 2 farts even if I wanted to.
Kum Shi however, wanted to show me his completed Journal of his multimedia studies. Well, his character drawings has improved.. though he just.. has to fix the faces part - they looked like.. .. mangled versions of the Numb Nuts filled M&M's twins expressions when they realised that their 'skin' melts in one's mouth and not in one's hand. And I did ask him for a little explanation of the complexity or.. shall I say.. . the 'simplicity' and the obvious thoughts of a male mind.
I had never been in a relationship before.. and I don't ... know how to grade myself as a girlfriend. I know my various moods - totalling up to a number somewhere close to the amount of changes needed to get an M&M's poster approved - can be rather irritating and annoying - never knowing what mood am i in. Or even my occasional direct.. and somehow hurtful remarks that i unconciously make could probably bring everything into an abrupt ending.. and there goes the fairytale out of the Windows XP.. and into the Recycle Bin.. (like amended versions #1, #30.56, #59.0d, #103x of the DiGi flyer).
And it's a miracle that I met William - the only person who.. ..can neaarrrlyyyy handle all my sudden 'eruptions' and my occasional sickly sweet voice that I somehow switch on automatically whenever I speak to him on the phone.. plus a lot of other add-ons once you have installed 'Lynn version #22' into your system.. and then you'd need to get the upgrade patches... and the weekly maintenances to keep 'Lynn' from lagging your system and purposely executing various viruses to increase usage and attention from user.. and of course.. there's always the bugs that never seem to be resolved even after add-ons attention.exe and evenMoreLoveAndAttention.exe.
*sighs*... why does everything gets so technical in the end. Or is it just me?..
.. .. .. Ahh.. 12:43am.. Friday morning.. 21 more days till my love comes home. . . .
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
r@in in my h.e.@.r.t.
Ah... lunchtime.. No phones ringing, no Mr Ribena Man in front of me.. no boss.. no inspiration on what to write on blog.. no hand phone calls cause of next reason >> no money... hehehe.
The last weekend.. was sorta.. a good break. I guess. I was working on the M&M's website (yessss..... you ain't going to hear the last of the *%$*&^ M&M's website.. !... Neveerr!!!)... .. Yar... i was up till 5am.. Staring at the screen with M&M's .. wishing I could have some M&M's.. (yarrrrrr... to throw at the silly assholes at M&M's.. !!!!! one by one I tell you i will gun them all with M&M's!).. .. *thinks*.. and then i'll eat some too.. .. (mind you... eat the M&M's... not the people at M&M's..)
Then in the same evening of Friday, before the long break starts, I called the boss up to ask if I could have the Saturday off as i was working from home on the website and the rest of the road show props and posters and all that nonsense have been cleared up and all ready to go on Tuesday. But NnNooOo.... he goes and email the next morning aboiut applying emergency leaves before hand. Haihhhhh... But yar.. I should remember to apply for my leave soon.. maybe for around 20 - 24th of June or 27th of June to the 2nd of July... cause me darling coming home.. yay yay.!
Then.. urm.. nothing else happened on Saturday, other than my aunties from Singapore came and stole the peace away.. but I managed to squeeze in some good ol' shopping therapy.. well.. not that much.. but it was quite.. an okay day ler. Then Sunday was nearly the same... walked my feet sore at One Utama... from one end to the other end okay... ... .. from 2pm to 9pm... mad ladies from Singapore.
Then Monday came..after a... rather bad night.. my aunties went home to Singapore.. and I had to go see Wiliam's mummy. She dragged her younger son to take photos of me and her. A few single shots of me (i have no idea what for.. makybe to sell me off to Thailand or something.. hehe). Then.. a few shots with her.. posing there in the middle of the afternoon heat... Then we went to Midvalley for some cheese cake and some.. shopping for her groceries. And dearest aunty wanted to get a corsage for her handbag... Then as i was nicely choosing a cute japanese schoolgirl.. sorta belt to hold up my Billabong jeans skirt, she refered me as "my son's girlfriend" to her university students... Gosh.. trust me.. i was trying to hide behind the 2 inch belt. ... hehe. i guess.. there's some things that i gotta get used to.. She also found out that I also used Estee Lauder for make up.. and she was like saying to the counter lady "Ahhh.. next time u know what to do when my son's gf come along to buy from u yarrrrr".......
.. *blush.. *..
Yes, the antics of my 'future mother in law'... ... .. gives me some shivers when i do think about it... all the.. 'in-laws' garble that comes with the 'relationship' package.. .. But i do adore my darling... and i hope that.. .. it will be a romantic journey for us, although there would be the down sides and the upsides and whatever negativity.. I'd still love you. Do you best over there.. and whatever you achieve, may it be a small or a huge success, do know that I am always and forever proud of my one and only.
William, through my eyes, I see you as perfect.
I gave you my only heart and all my hopes.. Whatever tears that i shed or however much pain i do endure.. it's because i am so deeply in love with you.. and for no other reason.*muahs*. I love you.
The last weekend.. was sorta.. a good break. I guess. I was working on the M&M's website (yessss..... you ain't going to hear the last of the *%$*&^ M&M's website.. !... Neveerr!!!)... .. Yar... i was up till 5am.. Staring at the screen with M&M's .. wishing I could have some M&M's.. (yarrrrrr... to throw at the silly assholes at M&M's.. !!!!! one by one I tell you i will gun them all with M&M's!).. .. *thinks*.. and then i'll eat some too.. .. (mind you... eat the M&M's... not the people at M&M's..)
Then in the same evening of Friday, before the long break starts, I called the boss up to ask if I could have the Saturday off as i was working from home on the website and the rest of the road show props and posters and all that nonsense have been cleared up and all ready to go on Tuesday. But NnNooOo.... he goes and email the next morning aboiut applying emergency leaves before hand. Haihhhhh... But yar.. I should remember to apply for my leave soon.. maybe for around 20 - 24th of June or 27th of June to the 2nd of July... cause me darling coming home.. yay yay.!
Then.. urm.. nothing else happened on Saturday, other than my aunties from Singapore came and stole the peace away.. but I managed to squeeze in some good ol' shopping therapy.. well.. not that much.. but it was quite.. an okay day ler. Then Sunday was nearly the same... walked my feet sore at One Utama... from one end to the other end okay... ... .. from 2pm to 9pm... mad ladies from Singapore.
Then Monday came..after a... rather bad night.. my aunties went home to Singapore.. and I had to go see Wiliam's mummy. She dragged her younger son to take photos of me and her. A few single shots of me (i have no idea what for.. makybe to sell me off to Thailand or something.. hehe). Then.. a few shots with her.. posing there in the middle of the afternoon heat... Then we went to Midvalley for some cheese cake and some.. shopping for her groceries. And dearest aunty wanted to get a corsage for her handbag... Then as i was nicely choosing a cute japanese schoolgirl.. sorta belt to hold up my Billabong jeans skirt, she refered me as "my son's girlfriend" to her university students... Gosh.. trust me.. i was trying to hide behind the 2 inch belt. ... hehe. i guess.. there's some things that i gotta get used to.. She also found out that I also used Estee Lauder for make up.. and she was like saying to the counter lady "Ahhh.. next time u know what to do when my son's gf come along to buy from u yarrrrr".......
.. *blush.. *..
Yes, the antics of my 'future mother in law'... ... .. gives me some shivers when i do think about it... all the.. 'in-laws' garble that comes with the 'relationship' package.. .. But i do adore my darling... and i hope that.. .. it will be a romantic journey for us, although there would be the down sides and the upsides and whatever negativity.. I'd still love you. Do you best over there.. and whatever you achieve, may it be a small or a huge success, do know that I am always and forever proud of my one and only.
William, through my eyes, I see you as perfect.
I gave you my only heart and all my hopes.. Whatever tears that i shed or however much pain i do endure.. it's because i am so deeply in love with you.. and for no other reason.*muahs*. I love you.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
l.o.v.e silly
ahhh.... here i am again.. with this comfy keyboard which is so much better than mine and Eve's. it has that click clack clickiityy touch and sound to it. and it somehow makes me.. type faster and better!.. and i think this keyboard is the cheap chapalang kinda brand ... ... and oooohhh..... upon further inspection a few seconds ago, the brand name is.. .. you'd never guesss.... 'Clicker'.. !
gah.
but yaarrrrrr.. guess who i met in this very same office building last evening, while me and Eve were sorta roaming about on the retail floors looking for some 'necessity item'. (yarrr.. and then we had to go back to get her diary from the counter of the grocery store... heh.. .. but gah... we had to go all the way up to the 7th floor again cause i had left my car keys in the ladies loo!.... haih... talk about old age + stress.. heh)
.. .. where was i again?... oh Yarrrr...
... yesss.. i bumped (not onto her massive boobs, of course.. i don't think i'm that unlucky)... into Uma!... Yeesssss.. that's the ex-operations manager from the bloody shithole of a company... and she's working on the 1st floor .. .. Gosh.. .. of all . .. .. the office buildings in the entire KL city centre.. (which includes all the KTVs and nightclubs and slut-bars.. ) whhyy.. this building!?!....
Yyarrr... why not the slut-bar down the road so that i can visit her often and publish her pictures in the College magazine..??... not that my editor would approve butttt... i would figure something out like.. errrr... a write up of.. .. 'night.. places of interest'.. .. or.. .. '10 ways to scare your date'..-column..
.. .. ew..
Neways... speaking about the mag.. i have a few articles to write.. *sighs*... ah well.. back to click-clack-clacking.
aaannddddd... i hope ze boss won't be coming in today.. cause i know i am gonna get some bombardment... Hah!... his fault ler.. who on earth would change an important date (let's see... how about the Finals of *beep* of the Bands ??).. a day before the major launch event???.. Yarrrrrr.. why not laterrr?.... Like.. i had already ordered and 200 posters have been printed.. costing to around RM800, and then there's the buntings... which costs like around.. RM100 each and i had gotten 8 of them buntingsss!... And yeah.. i feel that i actually saved the company some money of reprinting them posters - even though the clients had a good time filling his ears up with complaints.
*name of event censored due to popular believe that someone would actually sue me for using that said name without a registered copyrite... pppffttttt*
.. ... .. ahh.... enough of that.. and i was missing loverboy in the jam again this morning.. listening to his silly (well.. they are not silly, my dear.. but it makes me so love-silly.. or.. love-sick... or.. whichever that best describe this silly girl giggling to herself, alone in a car, whilst stuck in a morning jam).
and darling.. *muahs*.. i love u.
gah.
but yaarrrrrr.. guess who i met in this very same office building last evening, while me and Eve were sorta roaming about on the retail floors looking for some 'necessity item'. (yarrr.. and then we had to go back to get her diary from the counter of the grocery store... heh.. .. but gah... we had to go all the way up to the 7th floor again cause i had left my car keys in the ladies loo!.... haih... talk about old age + stress.. heh)
.. .. where was i again?... oh Yarrrr...
... yesss.. i bumped (not onto her massive boobs, of course.. i don't think i'm that unlucky)... into Uma!... Yeesssss.. that's the ex-operations manager from the bloody shithole of a company... and she's working on the 1st floor .. .. Gosh.. .. of all . .. .. the office buildings in the entire KL city centre.. (which includes all the KTVs and nightclubs and slut-bars.. ) whhyy.. this building!?!....
Yyarrr... why not the slut-bar down the road so that i can visit her often and publish her pictures in the College magazine..??... not that my editor would approve butttt... i would figure something out like.. errrr... a write up of.. .. 'night.. places of interest'.. .. or.. .. '10 ways to scare your date'..-column..
.. .. ew..
Neways... speaking about the mag.. i have a few articles to write.. *sighs*... ah well.. back to click-clack-clacking.
aaannddddd... i hope ze boss won't be coming in today.. cause i know i am gonna get some bombardment... Hah!... his fault ler.. who on earth would change an important date (let's see... how about the Finals of *beep* of the Bands ??).. a day before the major launch event???.. Yarrrrrr.. why not laterrr?.... Like.. i had already ordered and 200 posters have been printed.. costing to around RM800, and then there's the buntings... which costs like around.. RM100 each and i had gotten 8 of them buntingsss!... And yeah.. i feel that i actually saved the company some money of reprinting them posters - even though the clients had a good time filling his ears up with complaints.
*name of event censored due to popular believe that someone would actually sue me for using that said name without a registered copyrite... pppffttttt*
.. ... .. ahh.... enough of that.. and i was missing loverboy in the jam again this morning.. listening to his silly (well.. they are not silly, my dear.. but it makes me so love-silly.. or.. love-sick... or.. whichever that best describe this silly girl giggling to herself, alone in a car, whilst stuck in a morning jam).
and darling.. *muahs*.. i love u.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
h.e.@.v.y he@rt
Waking up to the crows of the bloody chickens from the back of my house.. dodging my furry dogs which forever seem to circle my ankles as i step down from the stairs, looking for the blasted house keys which position has always eluded my morning bleariness - all seems to be mechanical nowadays.. It has been like that since I had started working 2 years ago.
My mornings in the scheduled jam were always my brief escape from the sanities of life... - while stuck in 'a sanity' or KL.. how ironic. Listening to the silly 'Good Morning Dr Know-It-All' (yarrrr.. my boss seems to like them) antiqs of the Hitz.Fm morning crews.. hillarious buggers. But they do sometimes put a smile on my face with that ridiculous series of 'Chee.S.I'.. 'Chee sin!... Chee sin!!' thingy-ma-jigs. (pun intended)
And this morning, as i sat down at my regular spot... which has always been under an umbrella.. but i have yet to enjoy the shade which should have been provided by the said umbrella from the glaring sun rays - i was thinking of the ruts of life.. and also the love of my life.
I have come to the conclusion that i sometimes put too much effort into my work.. my passions and sometimes forget to see the little requirements of life for myself. I am always thinking of the well being of others and putting myself last. But i do admit i am sometimes self centered in terms of knowledge. i can say that i am somehow charitable to most. But am i?
I take most work under my care as I somehow or rather want it to be perfect. And also to ease the burden of tidying up someone's messy or slip shod kinda work. But so far in this company, every one's been extremely good at what they do and I am very happy that most of the graphic work is in the good hands of the Garang Eve and the rest of the team of interns. I think a few of them would be at the roadshows today - it is going to be a quiet day today. It really perks me up and I do steal an occasional smile as I hear their laughter and silly ham sap jokes at times. With the occasional involvement of the older generation (namely : Ribena cum Orange Juice guy and IT guy)
But I do have my late nights at the clubs.. with the usual drinks and off hand flirts.. - although the latter is getting rather scarce now as i do feel guilty towards my darling loverboy - but yeah. hanging out with the gals is definately giving me a .. .. sorta balance in life. With the occasional yam cha's with some of my other guy friends ie. Nicky. It was just two days ago when i sorta like poured reality into his newly found excitement in his so-called 'increase and bonus of 24K' - he wasn't going to stay in the department long enough to earn that bonus of 24k - nyehehehehe - so evil of me. Poor boy.. i hope he does not lose any sleep over my 'discovery of his employer's trick to keep him in the company'.
Well, that seems to be a lot to handle, eh? including all the time with parents (which seems to be a little scarce too) and all the other itty-bitty stuff like my usual routine of reading my favourite books at Dome Subang Parade. Well, that has sorta vanished over the past weeks.. I don't even have time to sit down nicely and have a proper chat with my love.
And that's where William comes in. It's been a really amazing journey of discovery for me as our relationship blossomed over the months. The new feelings, the longings over extened periods.. the 'missing-him-syndrome' and the mushy mushy chatters of sweet nothings over the phone.. And.. .. wonders of all wonders... it has been 4 months plus long relationship and yet my life adjusted to fit our little adventure in romance.
Or has it? I spend less time with him on the internet.. less waking hours with him.. more hours sleeping and dreaming of . .. him and nothing else because i'm just so exhausted with my day at work, more random outbursts at him, more hours of feeling guilty that i had not responded to his smses, more minutes of worrying about whether he's alright or not.. whether he has eaten our how did his meetings go.. more seconds of feeling so so bad and so angry at myself for letting my stress and anger upset him.. ..
more moments where I just want to ... curl up and hide - holding the bear that he had given me for Valentines and just.. .. disappear into this .. .. Nirvana where no worries and sadness brings any meaning, more moments where I have to hold back my tears because of trying too hard , getting too tired.. or just.. .. wanting to be a child again in this warzone of reality. - and other moments where I just let go and cry.. not because of sadness... but just to let of of the penned up emotions, I guess... for i know it's not grieve that i cry for.. it's my limited capabilities that i cry for.
I want to have more time, more hours in a day, more energy to do the extra luxuries in life - like taking photos of the setting sun or just letting my toes skim the surface of the sea as i sit perched on a rock.. watching the dolphins and maybe the occasional hunky surfer or merman pass me by.. (*winks*).. but yeah.. I don't want to live my life so seriously and be more.. laid back.. as I claim that I am. But I just can't help . ... .. being like this..
Ah well.. my fingers are starting to freeze from the air con again.. I guess I should check my emails and read about more work to be done. .......... and alas... .. Ribena guy has plonked himself in the chair in front of me.. and had started snoring.. .. Oh gosh... what a sight for another hectic morning at work... .. Just.. ... .. like a dead fly in your maple syrup covered pancakes with ice cream and chocolate syrup and peanut butter and everything yummy - except for that God damned fly..
My mornings in the scheduled jam were always my brief escape from the sanities of life... - while stuck in 'a sanity' or KL.. how ironic. Listening to the silly 'Good Morning Dr Know-It-All' (yarrrr.. my boss seems to like them) antiqs of the Hitz.Fm morning crews.. hillarious buggers. But they do sometimes put a smile on my face with that ridiculous series of 'Chee.S.I'.. 'Chee sin!... Chee sin!!' thingy-ma-jigs. (pun intended)
And this morning, as i sat down at my regular spot... which has always been under an umbrella.. but i have yet to enjoy the shade which should have been provided by the said umbrella from the glaring sun rays - i was thinking of the ruts of life.. and also the love of my life.
I have come to the conclusion that i sometimes put too much effort into my work.. my passions and sometimes forget to see the little requirements of life for myself. I am always thinking of the well being of others and putting myself last. But i do admit i am sometimes self centered in terms of knowledge. i can say that i am somehow charitable to most. But am i?
I take most work under my care as I somehow or rather want it to be perfect. And also to ease the burden of tidying up someone's messy or slip shod kinda work. But so far in this company, every one's been extremely good at what they do and I am very happy that most of the graphic work is in the good hands of the Garang Eve and the rest of the team of interns. I think a few of them would be at the roadshows today - it is going to be a quiet day today. It really perks me up and I do steal an occasional smile as I hear their laughter and silly ham sap jokes at times. With the occasional involvement of the older generation (namely : Ribena cum Orange Juice guy and IT guy)
But I do have my late nights at the clubs.. with the usual drinks and off hand flirts.. - although the latter is getting rather scarce now as i do feel guilty towards my darling loverboy - but yeah. hanging out with the gals is definately giving me a .. .. sorta balance in life. With the occasional yam cha's with some of my other guy friends ie. Nicky. It was just two days ago when i sorta like poured reality into his newly found excitement in his so-called 'increase and bonus of 24K' - he wasn't going to stay in the department long enough to earn that bonus of 24k - nyehehehehe - so evil of me. Poor boy.. i hope he does not lose any sleep over my 'discovery of his employer's trick to keep him in the company'.
Well, that seems to be a lot to handle, eh? including all the time with parents (which seems to be a little scarce too) and all the other itty-bitty stuff like my usual routine of reading my favourite books at Dome Subang Parade. Well, that has sorta vanished over the past weeks.. I don't even have time to sit down nicely and have a proper chat with my love.
And that's where William comes in. It's been a really amazing journey of discovery for me as our relationship blossomed over the months. The new feelings, the longings over extened periods.. the 'missing-him-syndrome' and the mushy mushy chatters of sweet nothings over the phone.. And.. .. wonders of all wonders... it has been 4 months plus long relationship and yet my life adjusted to fit our little adventure in romance.
Or has it? I spend less time with him on the internet.. less waking hours with him.. more hours sleeping and dreaming of . .. him and nothing else because i'm just so exhausted with my day at work, more random outbursts at him, more hours of feeling guilty that i had not responded to his smses, more minutes of worrying about whether he's alright or not.. whether he has eaten our how did his meetings go.. more seconds of feeling so so bad and so angry at myself for letting my stress and anger upset him.. ..
more moments where I just want to ... curl up and hide - holding the bear that he had given me for Valentines and just.. .. disappear into this .. .. Nirvana where no worries and sadness brings any meaning, more moments where I have to hold back my tears because of trying too hard , getting too tired.. or just.. .. wanting to be a child again in this warzone of reality. - and other moments where I just let go and cry.. not because of sadness... but just to let of of the penned up emotions, I guess... for i know it's not grieve that i cry for.. it's my limited capabilities that i cry for.
I want to have more time, more hours in a day, more energy to do the extra luxuries in life - like taking photos of the setting sun or just letting my toes skim the surface of the sea as i sit perched on a rock.. watching the dolphins and maybe the occasional hunky surfer or merman pass me by.. (*winks*).. but yeah.. I don't want to live my life so seriously and be more.. laid back.. as I claim that I am. But I just can't help . ... .. being like this..
Ah well.. my fingers are starting to freeze from the air con again.. I guess I should check my emails and read about more work to be done. .......... and alas... .. Ribena guy has plonked himself in the chair in front of me.. and had started snoring.. .. Oh gosh... what a sight for another hectic morning at work... .. Just.. ... .. like a dead fly in your maple syrup covered pancakes with ice cream and chocolate syrup and peanut butter and everything yummy - except for that God damned fly..
Monday, May 16, 2005
h.e.@.r.t bouncers
Ahh.. yes..... Arrived at the office today at 6am..... Why??? cause the deadline for the Kao Biore Flash presentation is at 8:00am... and Jason had called and asked 'Ohh... where is the file now.. hmmm?'.. and I... was like 'Urrrr..... give us 5 more minutes.... yarrrr??'.
It's just the rendering part of the video. Kinda takes like hours and hours. But miraculously, i arrived in like 20 mins from Subang!.. Imagine that! Smooth cruising all the way... !.... It's a phenomena!...
La la la la la... .. a bounding we will go.. .. a bouncing we will go... to to dooo dooo... doo doo dooo...
8:28am.. .. .. ahhhh... 2 more minutes to extended deadline... toodlle dum dum dee dahhhhh....
It's just the rendering part of the video. Kinda takes like hours and hours. But miraculously, i arrived in like 20 mins from Subang!.. Imagine that! Smooth cruising all the way... !.... It's a phenomena!...
La la la la la... .. a bounding we will go.. .. a bouncing we will go... to to dooo dooo... doo doo dooo...
8:28am.. .. .. ahhhh... 2 more minutes to extended deadline... toodlle dum dum dee dahhhhh....
Saturday, May 14, 2005
buddies @re m.i.r.@.c.l.e.s
Dear readers of my .. .. errr.... pinkish.. .. lovvy .. .. blog. I do love all your comments and the fact that you guys do actually read my nonsense.. .. and i do love all your blog sites too.. which are.. . . definately less gila than mine. heheheh... .
ahh.... another weekend of well earned rest. the last week was.. . mad mad MAD!.. last night the poor interns and Eve were kinda stressed up from the last minute Ginvera and Biore flash and video presentation. Well, it's not our fault that the materials were given to us kinda late... haih... then i was working on an M&Ms games poster. yarrr.. actually supposed to do simple simple ler. but then u know lerrr me.. wanna fine tune my cacat Adobe Ilustrator skills.. then hor.. I had called the printer at 530pm and told him that i was bringing over the cd for him 2 print just 2 posters. but thennnnn.... i only completed it at 730pm and when i called him, he was likeeeee..... damn tired.. but then he still printed it ler. and thennnnnn... the bloody M&Ms logo didn't come out right on his print... the brown colour like.. . missing ler.. so harrrr... i had to cheat a bit.. so Jason (me boss) told me to stick an M&Ms packet on the logo part instead. Hehehehe...
The designers... they are sooo hillarious and extremely fun to be with... usually they see my serious side.. I guess i can't help it.. i could get a little serious over unfinished work. but i hope they get used to my constant noisiness. hehehe. and Eve's da bomb!... she' s so funkyyy.. oh yeah .. oh yeahhhh... hehe. I guess i get rather 'buddy-ish' with all of the designers i have worked with.. yarrrr.. and i am always the 'ka-chehh' cause i am JUST ONLY one year older. heh.
And Sky (yarrrr.. me funky designer from that god forsaken company shithole) was supposed to come for an interview with Jason in the afternoon. but that bitch of a fuck-wad kept him in till 6pm - giving him all sorts of shit and minor useless work just to ... .. watch him suffer i guess. Then.. at 500pm, he called me.. and then aiyyyoohhhh..... he was in tears... ... .. i dunno why ler... but i felt very .. .. sad lor.. to hear a good friend of mine cry until like thatt... .. haih.. .. but in the end he arrived at the office nearly 7 or 8+.. luckilly we were working late.. and well, he felt and looked much better.. hope he gets the job.. aaanndddd.. Eve says he's cute.. nyehehehehehe...
And well.. so far, my status in the company.. .. is quite comfy.. it's really different when u are given the trust to handle things and make decisions on your own. at least u know that u are in control of things and that u can adjust stuff to make it fit into the whole picture and to sort wrinkles out. i never had that trust and opportunity to take things into my own hands when i was in that fucked up pig sty of a company - everything had to be checked through 3 , 4 , 5 times till god knows when and then i would feel like throwing the bloody laminating machine right smack into her fucked up face.. (yar... .. if u haven't met her... .. i know you might think 'nah.. she can't be THAT bad.... ' but yar. be assured that she's not even worth 2 farts)
... . and the team of people that i am working with.. they are just marvelous. I don't think i can even compare to their skills in graphics.. but i do try to learn to ease their burden. Eve is so cool and collected even in the face of another bloody amendment, the interns Eng Seen and Kok Lee are really quick in thinking.. and a bit blur also ler.. but that's where the fun is... to work with young vibrant people.. to share knowledge.. to talk cock sometimes.. hehehe... but yeah... it's a great environment.
anddddd... i thought that i would be able to sleep in this morning... .. but NnooooOooo.. the printer, Mr Yap, had to call me up at 915am to meet me so that i can approve the printed stuff... gah.. but i picked up some McD's breakfast on the way back home.. nyum nyam.. yarrrrrr.. cause i NEVER get up THAT early to be able to make it on time to go to McD's for their breakfast sets. hehehehe. But Mr Yap is a nice guy.. hopefully he adds a laminating to the posters for free.. hehe.
I had a.. .. sorta late night talking to my loverboy last night. I do miss him dearly.. reading his blog entries and listening to his voice messages would make me float up to Cloud 9... ahh... and now i am trying to wriggle out of a clubbing date with a friend so that i can get home quickly tonight to see him online... .... *smiles*.. i guess.. ... it's just some changes when you're finally in a relationship.. .. your wings sorta get clipped.. but i do welcome everything that comes with William, because my everything is him. *muahs*..
Ahhh... gotta dress up... carol's picking me up for some kai kai session in KL.. and i am SOOO lazy to drive ler. haih... over 10 hours stuck in the jam just for the past week.. aiyoohhh... my backside also flat already. Hehehe.. hmmm... what to wear... what to wearrrr.......
ahh.... another weekend of well earned rest. the last week was.. . mad mad MAD!.. last night the poor interns and Eve were kinda stressed up from the last minute Ginvera and Biore flash and video presentation. Well, it's not our fault that the materials were given to us kinda late... haih... then i was working on an M&Ms games poster. yarrr.. actually supposed to do simple simple ler. but then u know lerrr me.. wanna fine tune my cacat Adobe Ilustrator skills.. then hor.. I had called the printer at 530pm and told him that i was bringing over the cd for him 2 print just 2 posters. but thennnnn.... i only completed it at 730pm and when i called him, he was likeeeee..... damn tired.. but then he still printed it ler. and thennnnnn... the bloody M&Ms logo didn't come out right on his print... the brown colour like.. . missing ler.. so harrrr... i had to cheat a bit.. so Jason (me boss) told me to stick an M&Ms packet on the logo part instead. Hehehehe...
The designers... they are sooo hillarious and extremely fun to be with... usually they see my serious side.. I guess i can't help it.. i could get a little serious over unfinished work. but i hope they get used to my constant noisiness. hehehe. and Eve's da bomb!... she' s so funkyyy.. oh yeah .. oh yeahhhh... hehe. I guess i get rather 'buddy-ish' with all of the designers i have worked with.. yarrrr.. and i am always the 'ka-chehh' cause i am JUST ONLY one year older. heh.
And Sky (yarrrr.. me funky designer from that god forsaken company shithole) was supposed to come for an interview with Jason in the afternoon. but that bitch of a fuck-wad kept him in till 6pm - giving him all sorts of shit and minor useless work just to ... .. watch him suffer i guess. Then.. at 500pm, he called me.. and then aiyyyoohhhh..... he was in tears... ... .. i dunno why ler... but i felt very .. .. sad lor.. to hear a good friend of mine cry until like thatt... .. haih.. .. but in the end he arrived at the office nearly 7 or 8+.. luckilly we were working late.. and well, he felt and looked much better.. hope he gets the job.. aaanndddd.. Eve says he's cute.. nyehehehehehe...
And well.. so far, my status in the company.. .. is quite comfy.. it's really different when u are given the trust to handle things and make decisions on your own. at least u know that u are in control of things and that u can adjust stuff to make it fit into the whole picture and to sort wrinkles out. i never had that trust and opportunity to take things into my own hands when i was in that fucked up pig sty of a company - everything had to be checked through 3 , 4 , 5 times till god knows when and then i would feel like throwing the bloody laminating machine right smack into her fucked up face.. (yar... .. if u haven't met her... .. i know you might think 'nah.. she can't be THAT bad.... ' but yar. be assured that she's not even worth 2 farts)
... . and the team of people that i am working with.. they are just marvelous. I don't think i can even compare to their skills in graphics.. but i do try to learn to ease their burden. Eve is so cool and collected even in the face of another bloody amendment, the interns Eng Seen and Kok Lee are really quick in thinking.. and a bit blur also ler.. but that's where the fun is... to work with young vibrant people.. to share knowledge.. to talk cock sometimes.. hehehe... but yeah... it's a great environment.
anddddd... i thought that i would be able to sleep in this morning... .. but NnooooOooo.. the printer, Mr Yap, had to call me up at 915am to meet me so that i can approve the printed stuff... gah.. but i picked up some McD's breakfast on the way back home.. nyum nyam.. yarrrrrr.. cause i NEVER get up THAT early to be able to make it on time to go to McD's for their breakfast sets. hehehehe. But Mr Yap is a nice guy.. hopefully he adds a laminating to the posters for free.. hehe.
I had a.. .. sorta late night talking to my loverboy last night. I do miss him dearly.. reading his blog entries and listening to his voice messages would make me float up to Cloud 9... ahh... and now i am trying to wriggle out of a clubbing date with a friend so that i can get home quickly tonight to see him online... .... *smiles*.. i guess.. ... it's just some changes when you're finally in a relationship.. .. your wings sorta get clipped.. but i do welcome everything that comes with William, because my everything is him. *muahs*..
Ahhh... gotta dress up... carol's picking me up for some kai kai session in KL.. and i am SOOO lazy to drive ler. haih... over 10 hours stuck in the jam just for the past week.. aiyoohhh... my backside also flat already. Hehehe.. hmmm... what to wear... what to wearrrr.......
Thursday, May 12, 2005
f.u.n.k.y-licious b@bes
Last night.. .. was a blast. (Yarrrrr... not after we circled round and round the same bloody road for a good 20 minutes when Carnegies is just one road behind our office building... gahhh)... Elly and Eve hit it off on the right foot.. (.. ... .. or left foot.. . whichever they are kinky with)... Eve recognised her easily (* "ehh.... Elly has fuzzy wuzzy hair wan rite???" *)... Hehe.
Yeah... the champagne was good... pink coloured... with a nice... big.. . juiccy... .. strawberry perched deliciously on the rim of the flute glass... *ssslluuurrrppss*.... Had a good.. nearly 10 glasses of those i think.. Well, Eve lost her sanity after the sixth glass.. and started laughing herself silly... hehehehe... and Elly.. well.. just lost balance.. hehehe. She got extremely delirious when her Cleo Top 50 Bachelor was working at the bar. and was extremely hillarious when he just came up behind her and started dancing with her - without her noticing and she just kept on and on and on with her hip shaking sexxeehhh dance. LoL... She got a shock.. and then she blamed me for not telling her.
(.. yar Lynn... you were grooving to the tunes with a glass in your hand .... . fluttering your eyelashes at some random hunk.. .. and you think she's going to notice you trying to say something coherent??.. )
.. ... Shhhusssshh... Nonsense.. !.. I'm a good girl!!!
Yar.. and they didn't want to dance on the bar top to get free shots (worth RM6 each).. Pppffttttt... I'd rather fork out the cash for a dozen shots (.. hmmm... what kinda shottsss?.... something creamy perhaps??... *evil grin*) than to let some cacat guy look up my skirt... and the fact that i was dressed up like some lost school girl would not help one bit.. .. Well, other than to get a sugar-daddy or something.. .. and wait till he signs his entire will of fortune to me... then dump him.. .. .
NyyEehahHahAHHAhHAahAHaha.. then i go find a leng chai, marry him.. and rape him all i want...
.. .. ... .. .. ... .. yar.. .. ..
.... *blinks.. flutters her eye lashes innocently... .. *.. .. Ohhhh.. Willliaaammm... ... ... whatcha doing tonight... hmmmmm??????
.. ... ... Lynn.. ... . .
.. .. .. YeeesSsSssS... I knowwww... shut me up!!!!....
Yeah... the champagne was good... pink coloured... with a nice... big.. . juiccy... .. strawberry perched deliciously on the rim of the flute glass... *ssslluuurrrppss*.... Had a good.. nearly 10 glasses of those i think.. Well, Eve lost her sanity after the sixth glass.. and started laughing herself silly... hehehehe... and Elly.. well.. just lost balance.. hehehe. She got extremely delirious when her Cleo Top 50 Bachelor was working at the bar. and was extremely hillarious when he just came up behind her and started dancing with her - without her noticing and she just kept on and on and on with her hip shaking sexxeehhh dance. LoL... She got a shock.. and then she blamed me for not telling her.
(.. yar Lynn... you were grooving to the tunes with a glass in your hand .... . fluttering your eyelashes at some random hunk.. .. and you think she's going to notice you trying to say something coherent??.. )
.. ... Shhhusssshh... Nonsense.. !.. I'm a good girl!!!
Yar.. and they didn't want to dance on the bar top to get free shots (worth RM6 each).. Pppffttttt... I'd rather fork out the cash for a dozen shots (.. hmmm... what kinda shottsss?.... something creamy perhaps??... *evil grin*) than to let some cacat guy look up my skirt... and the fact that i was dressed up like some lost school girl would not help one bit.. .. Well, other than to get a sugar-daddy or something.. .. and wait till he signs his entire will of fortune to me... then dump him.. .. .
NyyEehahHahAHHAhHAahAHaha.. then i go find a leng chai, marry him.. and rape him all i want...
.. .. ... .. .. ... .. yar.. .. ..
.... *blinks.. flutters her eye lashes innocently... .. *.. .. Ohhhh.. Willliaaammm... ... ... whatcha doing tonight... hmmmmm??????
.. ... ... Lynn.. ... . .
.. .. .. YeeesSsSssS... I knowwww... shut me up!!!!....
so ne@r, y.e.t so f@r
Dearest hubby,
Yes, it's only Wednesday.. the third day of my lonely, stressful week.
Yes, i am surrounded with friends and colleagues and immersed with stress... full of work and more stress and worries... but my heart still feels empty.. very empty.. for you are not here by my side.
Yet, my soul is still kept warm by the glow of the love and tender care that you have shown me. My hours at work is slow and tedious - and my mind was not totally focused as I had heard the silent cries of grieve in your voice.. and all i wanted to do was to drop everything and just hug you so close and kiss your worries away.
My dear love.. be strong.. just for a little while more.. and I shall be strong for you too... cause i know it would hurt you deeply too if i were not.
With all the love in the world, my dearest one... i will be by your side, forever and ever.
Yes, it's only Wednesday.. the third day of my lonely, stressful week.
Yes, i am surrounded with friends and colleagues and immersed with stress... full of work and more stress and worries... but my heart still feels empty.. very empty.. for you are not here by my side.
Yet, my soul is still kept warm by the glow of the love and tender care that you have shown me. My hours at work is slow and tedious - and my mind was not totally focused as I had heard the silent cries of grieve in your voice.. and all i wanted to do was to drop everything and just hug you so close and kiss your worries away.
My dear love.. be strong.. just for a little while more.. and I shall be strong for you too... cause i know it would hurt you deeply too if i were not.
With all the love in the world, my dearest one... i will be by your side, forever and ever.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
slip of the t.o.n.g.u.e
It's only Wednesday (or Tuesday midnight.. ).. I just had a very amusing and .. .. interactive chat with my loverboy - and kisses of good night. It's really amazing how close we are now.. compared to .. .. our first month together 4 - 5 months ago.. and it's a long distance relationship. With our constant phonecalls, intellectual chats, cheeky teasings.. daily blogs of our seperate lifes.. i think we have successfully bridged the gap. - and moved further into the future of our relationship.
My love, has always been supportive of my decisions ever since the beginning. May it be decisions at work, stresses from my parents, a little hiccup in my career, my relationships with my friends and bitch-face(my ex-boss).... lame guys that just can't leave me alone.. .. he has always given me all the strenght and that little nudge into the correct direction yet he still gives me freedom on how to live my carefree... .. high spirited .. fast paced life.
He encourages me to hang out with my girlfriends, he approves of me being a shopping companion to his mother, he sends me SMS messages which will clear the thunder clouds from my dreary day.. and I would smile.. and would feel oh-so-loved.. whilst sitting alone in the busiest cafe in the office centre. He listens to my complaints about other guys, he laughs with me.. at my office jokes and nonsensical paranoid friends.
He speaks about deep topics which i rarely have the chance to exchange with the circle of society that i usually hang out with. He gives me a sense of security... even when i am sitting in a jam.. just listening to his words and soothing laughter. He teases me in that special way which would make me feel so vulnerable and girlish - and I would blush and feel so 'his'. And he would listen. He would listen to all my chattings, musings, rantings, whines.. .. complaints about the jam, the weather.. the .. . everything. And I would feel so special.. with just the right amount of attention he gives me.
.. . I would save his voice messages.. and listen to them as i wait early in the morning, at the same cafe for office hours to start.. till the 7 days duration expires.. and I would always look forward to his phonecalls.. but more recently, I have been calling him.. .. as a little retreat from my 'serious' side of the work environment... and to rest my guard .. as i smile to myself whilst listening to him returning my whines with innocent 'wwwhhhaaattt's... .
.. .. .. and i would longingly stare at my phone... awaiting just for anything.. . signs of those short SMS messages with sweet little nothings - as i sit at my table at work.. cursing at some dickweed client who just can't make up his mind on whether he should change the colour of the text or add another nonsensical line of legal laws to the fine print - till the fine print would be crammed up into 'now u see it, now u don't - print'.
I would then picture his amusement and his sarcastic remark if i had told him about my fussy 'ah kong' client... and also about the constant efforts of the Ribena guy trying to 'woo' Eve .. . he's trying to catch the attention of the other ah lian in my company - cause i think he realises that Eve does not give two farts about his attempts... Nyehehehehe.
The poor girl has had enough I guess.. she wasn't feeling well for the past few days.. and I guess... I have been rather pressed for time with the tight deadlines and all that.. everyone's feeling the pressure... Ah well.. will bring her to Carnegies for free champagne and Sex On The Beach cocktails tonight. yeah!.. I hope I won't be tired.. I wouldn't want to dissappoint Elly and her with my mood wave.. ... .. and I hope everything goes well with Nestle *&^%@ Drumstick Ice Cream and M&M F***ed up battle of da bloody bands...
*sighs*... so much work.. so little time..
.. . . .... .. . . . . .
So much love.. and just one lifetime. .. .
*hugs*.. I love you, my love. 1437 and 7 and 7 and 7.. ...
My love, has always been supportive of my decisions ever since the beginning. May it be decisions at work, stresses from my parents, a little hiccup in my career, my relationships with my friends and bitch-face(my ex-boss).... lame guys that just can't leave me alone.. .. he has always given me all the strenght and that little nudge into the correct direction yet he still gives me freedom on how to live my carefree... .. high spirited .. fast paced life.
He encourages me to hang out with my girlfriends, he approves of me being a shopping companion to his mother, he sends me SMS messages which will clear the thunder clouds from my dreary day.. and I would smile.. and would feel oh-so-loved.. whilst sitting alone in the busiest cafe in the office centre. He listens to my complaints about other guys, he laughs with me.. at my office jokes and nonsensical paranoid friends.
He speaks about deep topics which i rarely have the chance to exchange with the circle of society that i usually hang out with. He gives me a sense of security... even when i am sitting in a jam.. just listening to his words and soothing laughter. He teases me in that special way which would make me feel so vulnerable and girlish - and I would blush and feel so 'his'. And he would listen. He would listen to all my chattings, musings, rantings, whines.. .. complaints about the jam, the weather.. the .. . everything. And I would feel so special.. with just the right amount of attention he gives me.
.. . I would save his voice messages.. and listen to them as i wait early in the morning, at the same cafe for office hours to start.. till the 7 days duration expires.. and I would always look forward to his phonecalls.. but more recently, I have been calling him.. .. as a little retreat from my 'serious' side of the work environment... and to rest my guard .. as i smile to myself whilst listening to him returning my whines with innocent 'wwwhhhaaattt's... .
.. .. .. and i would longingly stare at my phone... awaiting just for anything.. . signs of those short SMS messages with sweet little nothings - as i sit at my table at work.. cursing at some dickweed client who just can't make up his mind on whether he should change the colour of the text or add another nonsensical line of legal laws to the fine print - till the fine print would be crammed up into 'now u see it, now u don't - print'.
I would then picture his amusement and his sarcastic remark if i had told him about my fussy 'ah kong' client... and also about the constant efforts of the Ribena guy trying to 'woo' Eve .. . he's trying to catch the attention of the other ah lian in my company - cause i think he realises that Eve does not give two farts about his attempts... Nyehehehehe.
The poor girl has had enough I guess.. she wasn't feeling well for the past few days.. and I guess... I have been rather pressed for time with the tight deadlines and all that.. everyone's feeling the pressure... Ah well.. will bring her to Carnegies for free champagne and Sex On The Beach cocktails tonight. yeah!.. I hope I won't be tired.. I wouldn't want to dissappoint Elly and her with my mood wave.. ... .. and I hope everything goes well with Nestle *&^%@ Drumstick Ice Cream and M&M F***ed up battle of da bloody bands...
*sighs*... so much work.. so little time..
.. . . .... .. . . . . .
So much love.. and just one lifetime. .. .
*hugs*.. I love you, my love. 1437 and 7 and 7 and 7.. ...
Friday, May 06, 2005
p.i.g.g.i.e.s @nd cuzzies
Ahhh... nothing like a good shot of Expresso-de-Ribena at 7:58am in the morning.. Yarrr... you guessed rite... the Ribena Berry Guy had given me the key again. Goody goody... all the silence of the office to meself.. ..
Argghh... Dang.. I forgot to bring my handphone.. *sniff*... can't msg loverboy today... *pouts*
.. Hmm.. Speaking about him, what's the fuss about piggies? My colleague, Eve, has this piggy doll which she had brought to the office. And now it has permanently resided in the office (and temporarily residing at my bum.. ... .. or on the chair... which i am.. sitting on.. typing at its owner's computer.. and much more usable keyboard).
I call my guy piggy. Well, both of us calls each other piggy, cause al he does is eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep - i used to do that when I had my 2 week break but now it goes something like sleep drive work type type work think think work drive think sleep.
Eve likes piggies. And my cousin Chui Leng too!. And... as if the world is not small enough, my cuzzy, is Eve's long lost primary six good friend.!.. Yarrr... that's like nearly a decade!... God knows how Eve recognised her on my Friendster account but yarrr... a very amusing discovery i had yesterday. And in case you are reading this, dearest cuzzie, she's Evelyn Ng. I think she had added you to her friendster too. And her blog is there <--- . Yarr.. that's an arrow by the way.. pointing to the left side of the screen. Where exactly it's pointing at... .. you go figure out by yourself. *hint*.. think PiGgggGehhH.
Yarrr.. Mr Ribena Berry just walked in. And I am missing my darling... *sniff sniff*... Ah well.. I had better do more research on the weirdddd careers thingy... *sighs*.. More work work work... a-working we shall doooo....
Argghh... Dang.. I forgot to bring my handphone.. *sniff*... can't msg loverboy today... *pouts*
.. Hmm.. Speaking about him, what's the fuss about piggies? My colleague, Eve, has this piggy doll which she had brought to the office. And now it has permanently resided in the office (and temporarily residing at my bum.. ... .. or on the chair... which i am.. sitting on.. typing at its owner's computer.. and much more usable keyboard).
I call my guy piggy. Well, both of us calls each other piggy, cause al he does is eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep - i used to do that when I had my 2 week break but now it goes something like sleep drive work type type work think think work drive think sleep.
Eve likes piggies. And my cousin Chui Leng too!. And... as if the world is not small enough, my cuzzy, is Eve's long lost primary six good friend.!.. Yarrr... that's like nearly a decade!... God knows how Eve recognised her on my Friendster account but yarrr... a very amusing discovery i had yesterday. And in case you are reading this, dearest cuzzie, she's Evelyn Ng. I think she had added you to her friendster too. And her blog is there <--- . Yarr.. that's an arrow by the way.. pointing to the left side of the screen. Where exactly it's pointing at... .. you go figure out by yourself. *hint*.. think PiGgggGehhH.
Yarrr.. Mr Ribena Berry just walked in. And I am missing my darling... *sniff sniff*... Ah well.. I had better do more research on the weirdddd careers thingy... *sighs*.. More work work work... a-working we shall doooo....
u.n.d.e.r.t.a.k.e.r.s @nd evil mew mew
Yesss..... undertakers... Would that be your dream career? Nescafe Kickstart might have kicked you right into a 'snug and comfy' looking coffin to 'kickstart' your dream career of ruling the.. .. urm.. not-so-very-enthusiastic-citizens of your.. .. ice box.. office.. with.. .. a shovel - or a tiny sand shovel that comes with the tiny beach pail and the minuscle rake.. ..
... Heh. Good luck with digging that hole... whilst i make sandcastles and ooggle at some beach hunk.. ... *slurps*..... .. .. ... .. .. YO .... watch where you're throwing that sand!..ewww... it's sticking onto my drool!!!!... ewwww... Gross... you disgust me!... ...
.... .... ... ... ... *blinks*... i seriously need a break from my 8th day at work.. .
Hmm... well.. at least you'd know that you definately won't have to face rebellions from your 'popsicle-people'..
Heh. The intern (ES - yes.. .. i only can remember his initials.. and he doesn't have an english name.. Eng.. Seen.. i think) was pretty amused with the list of careers that my darling had helped compiled for me the evening before. (don't ask me why he [i love you, my love.. ... *hugs*.. thank you.. *muahs muahs snoozles.. *] had added Undertaker to the list... maybe he was over excited when i said i had to look for weeeirrdddd careers... i think the clients would have flipped... - and then the Undertaker would have fun doing the Macarena on my own custom made 6-footer-beneath-ground... - and nohhh... i am not talking about a beetle with 6 legs under some earth.... hm.. beetles have 6 legs yarrr?? - .. ... Hmm... or maybe he had meant to put Under-wear?.. ... sounds like a bloody interesting career!... *yarrrrrr.... if you had forgot that your time of the month was due and you had forgot pads... * )
He had particularly liked the 'Undertaker' career as he had found a really morbid looking picture of a guy... from DeviantArt. looking likeee... all he wanted to do is dig a 6 feet hole for you..(preferably not with a beach spade.. you'd rot and stink up the whole bloody place by the time he finishes the hole.. and then you'd turn to fertiliser by the time he finally fills up the hole) .. and then do a little happy Irish jig ... (.. yarrrr... cause Malaysians can't jig to save their own lifes... .. .. .. ) on your freshly covered mound..
Yarrrrr... but ES did take Mr Morbid-happy-feet off the poster and contented himself by leaving the professional assasin there with his Magnum gun sticking halfway into the poster. Talk about kickstarting 'useful' careers... . . Hmmmm... .. i wonder... it would be nice to have an amateur KickStarter assasin... maybe he could be hired (with minimal amount.. . i seem to be running low on the moo-lah this month.. petrol and phone bills seems to becoming the next set of 'taxes' - ... .. hmm.. cheap and quick would be perfect!.. i will give him some extra tips and a Nescafe tarik to get rid of the body.. .. maybe just throw it into the hole which Mr Happy feet should still be digging) to gun the brains out of some female ex-boss that i know of... hopefully he would miss.. .. and shoot her in the guts so that she would be staring at her own lunch on the floor.. MUAHAHAHaHAHahAHaHAhaHA.. .. ..
... ... .... .. .
.. . .. ..
.. .. .. Lynn.. ... don't get toooo morbid.. or 'you' could end up on a Nescafe Kickstart poster as a dream career.. .. with a pixelated picture of you.. with some.. texture effects that Eve had added to hide the ugly distortions of your digital skin.. ..
.. .. . *blinks*.. YAAARRRRRRR... and the job description would read 'Morbidly Evil Woman' (MEW)..
.. .. .. .. Mew.. mew.. mewww.....
.. .. .. Damn.. why does that sound soooo wronggg????!!
.... ... .... .....
.. .. Morbid Pussss. ... ...
... .. ... .. ..
.. .. ..
.. Lynn. .. .. zippit.
... Heh. Good luck with digging that hole... whilst i make sandcastles and ooggle at some beach hunk.. ... *slurps*..... .. .. ... .. .. YO .... watch where you're throwing that sand!..ewww... it's sticking onto my drool!!!!... ewwww... Gross... you disgust me!... ...
.... .... ... ... ... *blinks*... i seriously need a break from my 8th day at work.. .
Hmm... well.. at least you'd know that you definately won't have to face rebellions from your 'popsicle-people'..
Heh. The intern (ES - yes.. .. i only can remember his initials.. and he doesn't have an english name.. Eng.. Seen.. i think) was pretty amused with the list of careers that my darling had helped compiled for me the evening before. (don't ask me why he [i love you, my love.. ... *hugs*.. thank you.. *muahs muahs snoozles.. *] had added Undertaker to the list... maybe he was over excited when i said i had to look for weeeirrdddd careers... i think the clients would have flipped... - and then the Undertaker would have fun doing the Macarena on my own custom made 6-footer-beneath-ground... - and nohhh... i am not talking about a beetle with 6 legs under some earth.... hm.. beetles have 6 legs yarrr?? - .. ... Hmm... or maybe he had meant to put Under-wear?.. ... sounds like a bloody interesting career!... *yarrrrrr.... if you had forgot that your time of the month was due and you had forgot pads... * )
He had particularly liked the 'Undertaker' career as he had found a really morbid looking picture of a guy... from DeviantArt. looking likeee... all he wanted to do is dig a 6 feet hole for you..(preferably not with a beach spade.. you'd rot and stink up the whole bloody place by the time he finishes the hole.. and then you'd turn to fertiliser by the time he finally fills up the hole) .. and then do a little happy Irish jig ... (.. yarrrr... cause Malaysians can't jig to save their own lifes... .. .. .. ) on your freshly covered mound..
Yarrrrr... but ES did take Mr Morbid-happy-feet off the poster and contented himself by leaving the professional assasin there with his Magnum gun sticking halfway into the poster. Talk about kickstarting 'useful' careers... . . Hmmmm... .. i wonder... it would be nice to have an amateur KickStarter assasin... maybe he could be hired (with minimal amount.. . i seem to be running low on the moo-lah this month.. petrol and phone bills seems to becoming the next set of 'taxes' - ... .. hmm.. cheap and quick would be perfect!.. i will give him some extra tips and a Nescafe tarik to get rid of the body.. .. maybe just throw it into the hole which Mr Happy feet should still be digging) to gun the brains out of some female ex-boss that i know of... hopefully he would miss.. .. and shoot her in the guts so that she would be staring at her own lunch on the floor.. MUAHAHAHaHAHahAHaHAhaHA.. .. ..
... ... .... .. .
.. . .. ..
.. .. .. Lynn.. ... don't get toooo morbid.. or 'you' could end up on a Nescafe Kickstart poster as a dream career.. .. with a pixelated picture of you.. with some.. texture effects that Eve had added to hide the ugly distortions of your digital skin.. ..
.. .. . *blinks*.. YAAARRRRRRR... and the job description would read 'Morbidly Evil Woman' (MEW)..
.. .. .. .. Mew.. mew.. mewww.....
.. .. .. Damn.. why does that sound soooo wronggg????!!
.... ... .... .....
.. .. Morbid Pussss. ... ...
... .. ... .. ..
.. .. ..
.. Lynn. .. .. zippit.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
riben@ f.i.x
Ahhh... ..it's an early Thursday morning, a day away from the weekend.. smell the oh-so-polluted air of KL, the noise from the traffic... and perk up to the taste of the #132 packet of Ribena since I started working here a week ago.. Yesssss.... beautiful morning at 8.00am.. at the office... ..
Arrived here at 7.30am again... Yesterday, Ribena-distributor-cum-accountant guy had passed me his key so that I could open the office early..!... Yay!... so i can sit here... at Eve's computer *nyehehehe* and use her nearly perfect keyboard. The keyboard at my computer seems to be always stuck at the 'SHIFT' key. It's getting reallly irritating..
Annnyyywayyysss.... the owner of the computer hath arriveth.. me shall haveth to runeth away before she .. er... rape-th me-th.
Ta for now. muahs.
Arrived here at 7.30am again... Yesterday, Ribena-distributor-cum-accountant guy had passed me his key so that I could open the office early..!... Yay!... so i can sit here... at Eve's computer *nyehehehe* and use her nearly perfect keyboard. The keyboard at my computer seems to be always stuck at the 'SHIFT' key. It's getting reallly irritating..
Annnyyywayyysss.... the owner of the computer hath arriveth.. me shall haveth to runeth away before she .. er... rape-th me-th.
Ta for now. muahs.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
n.e.w job, n.e.w eyeb@gs
I have been so busy, so tired, so whacked-out and so love sick for the past week. That's why my poor blog has been abandoned for a while. But I love my new job, although i have to travel through the stinking KL jam for 2 hours to work, and another 2 hours to come home.
Hmmm..... ... .. my darling's not answering me on MSN... maybe he is having another of his groups meeting with his prawn-brained Master students partners. It's really hillarious. I always end up with brainless people for groups mates too. And then I would have to do all my work and their work so that i would not lose marks over sloppy work.
But brainless colleagues, I have not!. thank god my new colleagues are all super smart. Sometimes i feel like a small girl lost in the bustlings and hustlings of all the events that we are handling and they would make it seem like it's so easy to go around with all the projects and clients and all that. My first day was pretty good. and so was my second day. Hmm.. yeah. .. but the project manager brought me to a meeting with a VIP from a local university at Pan Pacific hotel. He was really amusing.. and very educated. and i hadn't had a clue on what my company had to do with his university. hehehehe.
And then on Wednesday, I had to drive all the way to Penang and back again to meet with another set of super VIPs from University Sains Malaysia - with my Boss sitting next to me, in my car. I had to draggggg myself out of bed to make sure I would arrive at 830am at SS2 McDonalds (yarrrr.. i had to do majjjor research on where was McD's the night before.. and mmaann.. there's a billion ways to go there!!!.. but i finally settled on Sharmila's directions). I wasn't late. In fact, I waited for him from 730 to 930. Hah. But i had an apple pie.. and i was missing my loverboy so so dearly.. ..
Well, my boss had lots of childhood (or teenage hood) memories to share with me. he is quite the chatterbox. he likes fiction novels, he likes all sorts of music. he even encourages the office to download and listen to music the entire time when we are working. he believes it brings the sub concious mind would be much more attentive to the concious mind when we listen to music. cool-ness. i bet he won't fire me if i had 2000+ of mp3 sitting in my computer at work (not like SOME insensitive, uneducated BITCH from Axxezz). He studied in the States, has something to do with Canada too. He's a christian, a taurus. He is sending his mum and his aunt to China whilst he would be back packing in Japan for a week in June. He is looking for a bungalow for our new office. Hopefully. He shares nearly the same working practices for me. and I think he hired me without having a post in mind for me.
Ahh there... my loverboy's online again. and i have still not taken my bath. carol and bian might be just swinging by and i would still be in my bed clothes.
Hmmm..... ... .. my darling's not answering me on MSN... maybe he is having another of his groups meeting with his prawn-brained Master students partners. It's really hillarious. I always end up with brainless people for groups mates too. And then I would have to do all my work and their work so that i would not lose marks over sloppy work.
But brainless colleagues, I have not!. thank god my new colleagues are all super smart. Sometimes i feel like a small girl lost in the bustlings and hustlings of all the events that we are handling and they would make it seem like it's so easy to go around with all the projects and clients and all that. My first day was pretty good. and so was my second day. Hmm.. yeah. .. but the project manager brought me to a meeting with a VIP from a local university at Pan Pacific hotel. He was really amusing.. and very educated. and i hadn't had a clue on what my company had to do with his university. hehehehe.
And then on Wednesday, I had to drive all the way to Penang and back again to meet with another set of super VIPs from University Sains Malaysia - with my Boss sitting next to me, in my car. I had to draggggg myself out of bed to make sure I would arrive at 830am at SS2 McDonalds (yarrrr.. i had to do majjjor research on where was McD's the night before.. and mmaann.. there's a billion ways to go there!!!.. but i finally settled on Sharmila's directions). I wasn't late. In fact, I waited for him from 730 to 930. Hah. But i had an apple pie.. and i was missing my loverboy so so dearly.. ..
Well, my boss had lots of childhood (or teenage hood) memories to share with me. he is quite the chatterbox. he likes fiction novels, he likes all sorts of music. he even encourages the office to download and listen to music the entire time when we are working. he believes it brings the sub concious mind would be much more attentive to the concious mind when we listen to music. cool-ness. i bet he won't fire me if i had 2000+ of mp3 sitting in my computer at work (not like SOME insensitive, uneducated BITCH from Axxezz). He studied in the States, has something to do with Canada too. He's a christian, a taurus. He is sending his mum and his aunt to China whilst he would be back packing in Japan for a week in June. He is looking for a bungalow for our new office. Hopefully. He shares nearly the same working practices for me. and I think he hired me without having a post in mind for me.
Ahh there... my loverboy's online again. and i have still not taken my bath. carol and bian might be just swinging by and i would still be in my bed clothes.
Thursday was amusing. I had to design an Initial-D poster for Digi and some.. .. ice cream thingy for Nestle ice cream. and whhhyyyy can't the clients just agree on a layout???
Friday was the same. Repeat : whhhhyyyy can't the clients just agree on a *&^&%&*$^^( layout??? ????? ??
saturday, we had a team meeting. and trust me, i still feel so lost.. *sighs*
And one more issue about the fact that I am working and have ZERO time to chat to my darling during the days.. i miss him so much. suffering from lack of sleep and love sickness is not good at all.. .. i would feel so miserable, but then i would have so much work to even have time to sms him or even just nip a call to him. *sighs*..
I love you, my love. and I know how you are feeling.. just bear with it till you graduate, okies? I love you so much. *muahs*
And wait. Another thing. My office is just down the road from my most favourite clubbing spot. WooHoo!!!!!!
Friday was the same. Repeat : whhhhyyyy can't the clients just agree on a *&^&%&*$^^( layout??? ????? ??
saturday, we had a team meeting. and trust me, i still feel so lost.. *sighs*
And one more issue about the fact that I am working and have ZERO time to chat to my darling during the days.. i miss him so much. suffering from lack of sleep and love sickness is not good at all.. .. i would feel so miserable, but then i would have so much work to even have time to sms him or even just nip a call to him. *sighs*..
I love you, my love. and I know how you are feeling.. just bear with it till you graduate, okies? I love you so much. *muahs*
And wait. Another thing. My office is just down the road from my most favourite clubbing spot. WooHoo!!!!!!
