r@in in my h.e.@.r.t.

Ah... lunchtime.. No phones ringing, no Mr Ribena Man in front of me.. no boss.. no inspiration on what to write on blog.. no hand phone calls cause of next reason >> no money... hehehe.

The last weekend.. was sorta.. a good break. I guess. I was working on the M&M's website (yessss..... you ain't going to hear the last of the *%$*&^ M&M's website.. !... Neveerr!!!)... .. Yar... i was up till 5am.. Staring at the screen with M&M's .. wishing I could have some M&M's.. (yarrrrrr... to throw at the silly assholes at M&M's.. !!!!! one by one I tell you i will gun them all with M&M's!).. .. *thinks*.. and then i'll eat some too.. .. (mind you... eat the M&M's... not the people at M&M's..)

Then in the same evening of Friday, before the long break starts, I called the boss up to ask if I could have the Saturday off as i was working from home on the website and the rest of the road show props and posters and all that nonsense have been cleared up and all ready to go on Tuesday. But NnNooOo.... he goes and email the next morning aboiut applying emergency leaves before hand. Haihhhhh... But yar.. I should remember to apply for my leave soon.. maybe for around 20 - 24th of June or 27th of June to the 2nd of July... cause me darling coming home.. yay yay.!

Then.. urm.. nothing else happened on Saturday, other than my aunties from Singapore came and stole the peace away.. but I managed to squeeze in some good ol' shopping therapy.. well.. not that much.. but it was quite.. an okay day ler. Then Sunday was nearly the same... walked my feet sore at One Utama... from one end to the other end okay... ... .. from 2pm to 9pm... mad ladies from Singapore.

Then Monday came..after a... rather bad night.. my aunties went home to Singapore.. and I had to go see Wiliam's mummy. She dragged her younger son to take photos of me and her. A few single shots of me (i have no idea what for.. makybe to sell me off to Thailand or something.. hehe). Then.. a few shots with her.. posing there in the middle of the afternoon heat... Then we went to Midvalley for some cheese cake and some.. shopping for her groceries. And dearest aunty wanted to get a corsage for her handbag... Then as i was nicely choosing a cute japanese schoolgirl.. sorta belt to hold up my Billabong jeans skirt, she refered me as "my son's girlfriend" to her university students... Gosh.. trust me.. i was trying to hide behind the 2 inch belt. ... hehe. i guess.. there's some things that i gotta get used to.. She also found out that I also used Estee Lauder for make up.. and she was like saying to the counter lady "Ahhh.. next time u know what to do when my son's gf come along to buy from u yarrrrr".......

.. *blush.. *..

Yes, the antics of my 'future mother in law'... ... .. gives me some shivers when i do think about it... all the.. 'in-laws' garble that comes with the 'relationship' package.. .. But i do adore my darling... and i hope that.. .. it will be a romantic journey for us, although there would be the down sides and the upsides and whatever negativity.. I'd still love you. Do you best over there.. and whatever you achieve, may it be a small or a huge success, do know that I am always and forever proud of my one and only.

William, through my eyes, I see you as perfect.

I gave you my only heart and all my hopes.. Whatever tears that i shed or however much pain i do endure.. it's because i am so deeply in love with you.. and for no other reason.*muahs*. I love you.