It's only Wednesday (or Tuesday midnight.. ).. I just had a very amusing and .. .. interactive chat with my loverboy - and kisses of good night. It's really amazing how close we are now.. compared to .. .. our first month together 4 - 5 months ago.. and it's a long distance relationship. With our constant phonecalls, intellectual chats, cheeky teasings.. daily blogs of our seperate lifes.. i think we have successfully bridged the gap. - and moved further into the future of our relationship.
My love, has always been supportive of my decisions ever since the beginning. May it be decisions at work, stresses from my parents, a little hiccup in my career, my relationships with my friends and bitch-face(my ex-boss).... lame guys that just can't leave me alone.. .. he has always given me all the strenght and that little nudge into the correct direction yet he still gives me freedom on how to live my carefree... .. high spirited .. fast paced life.
He encourages me to hang out with my girlfriends, he approves of me being a shopping companion to his mother, he sends me SMS messages which will clear the thunder clouds from my dreary day.. and I would smile.. and would feel oh-so-loved.. whilst sitting alone in the busiest cafe in the office centre. He listens to my complaints about other guys, he laughs with me.. at my office jokes and nonsensical paranoid friends.
He speaks about deep topics which i rarely have the chance to exchange with the circle of society that i usually hang out with. He gives me a sense of security... even when i am sitting in a jam.. just listening to his words and soothing laughter. He teases me in that special way which would make me feel so vulnerable and girlish - and I would blush and feel so 'his'. And he would listen. He would listen to all my chattings, musings, rantings, whines.. .. complaints about the jam, the weather.. the .. . everything. And I would feel so special.. with just the right amount of attention he gives me.
.. . I would save his voice messages.. and listen to them as i wait early in the morning, at the same cafe for office hours to start.. till the 7 days duration expires.. and I would always look forward to his phonecalls.. but more recently, I have been calling him.. .. as a little retreat from my 'serious' side of the work environment... and to rest my guard .. as i smile to myself whilst listening to him returning my whines with innocent 'wwwhhhaaattt's... .
.. .. .. and i would longingly stare at my phone... awaiting just for anything.. . signs of those short SMS messages with sweet little nothings - as i sit at my table at work.. cursing at some dickweed client who just can't make up his mind on whether he should change the colour of the text or add another nonsensical line of legal laws to the fine print - till the fine print would be crammed up into 'now u see it, now u don't - print'.
I would then picture his amusement and his sarcastic remark if i had told him about my fussy 'ah kong' client... and also about the constant efforts of the Ribena guy trying to 'woo' Eve .. . he's trying to catch the attention of the other ah lian in my company - cause i think he realises that Eve does not give two farts about his attempts... Nyehehehehe.
The poor girl has had enough I guess.. she wasn't feeling well for the past few days.. and I guess... I have been rather pressed for time with the tight deadlines and all that.. everyone's feeling the pressure... Ah well.. will bring her to Carnegies for free champagne and Sex On The Beach cocktails tonight. yeah!.. I hope I won't be tired.. I wouldn't want to dissappoint Elly and her with my mood wave.. ... .. and I hope everything goes well with Nestle *&^%@ Drumstick Ice Cream and M&M F***ed up battle of da bloody bands...
*sighs*... so much work.. so little time..
.. . . .... .. . . . . .
So much love.. and just one lifetime. .. .
*hugs*.. I love you, my love. 1437 and 7 and 7 and 7.. ...
My love, has always been supportive of my decisions ever since the beginning. May it be decisions at work, stresses from my parents, a little hiccup in my career, my relationships with my friends and bitch-face(my ex-boss).... lame guys that just can't leave me alone.. .. he has always given me all the strenght and that little nudge into the correct direction yet he still gives me freedom on how to live my carefree... .. high spirited .. fast paced life.
He encourages me to hang out with my girlfriends, he approves of me being a shopping companion to his mother, he sends me SMS messages which will clear the thunder clouds from my dreary day.. and I would smile.. and would feel oh-so-loved.. whilst sitting alone in the busiest cafe in the office centre. He listens to my complaints about other guys, he laughs with me.. at my office jokes and nonsensical paranoid friends.
He speaks about deep topics which i rarely have the chance to exchange with the circle of society that i usually hang out with. He gives me a sense of security... even when i am sitting in a jam.. just listening to his words and soothing laughter. He teases me in that special way which would make me feel so vulnerable and girlish - and I would blush and feel so 'his'. And he would listen. He would listen to all my chattings, musings, rantings, whines.. .. complaints about the jam, the weather.. the .. . everything. And I would feel so special.. with just the right amount of attention he gives me.
.. . I would save his voice messages.. and listen to them as i wait early in the morning, at the same cafe for office hours to start.. till the 7 days duration expires.. and I would always look forward to his phonecalls.. but more recently, I have been calling him.. .. as a little retreat from my 'serious' side of the work environment... and to rest my guard .. as i smile to myself whilst listening to him returning my whines with innocent 'wwwhhhaaattt's... .
.. .. .. and i would longingly stare at my phone... awaiting just for anything.. . signs of those short SMS messages with sweet little nothings - as i sit at my table at work.. cursing at some dickweed client who just can't make up his mind on whether he should change the colour of the text or add another nonsensical line of legal laws to the fine print - till the fine print would be crammed up into 'now u see it, now u don't - print'.
I would then picture his amusement and his sarcastic remark if i had told him about my fussy 'ah kong' client... and also about the constant efforts of the Ribena guy trying to 'woo' Eve .. . he's trying to catch the attention of the other ah lian in my company - cause i think he realises that Eve does not give two farts about his attempts... Nyehehehehe.
The poor girl has had enough I guess.. she wasn't feeling well for the past few days.. and I guess... I have been rather pressed for time with the tight deadlines and all that.. everyone's feeling the pressure... Ah well.. will bring her to Carnegies for free champagne and Sex On The Beach cocktails tonight. yeah!.. I hope I won't be tired.. I wouldn't want to dissappoint Elly and her with my mood wave.. ... .. and I hope everything goes well with Nestle *&^%@ Drumstick Ice Cream and M&M F***ed up battle of da bloody bands...
*sighs*... so much work.. so little time..
.. . . .... .. . . . . .
So much love.. and just one lifetime. .. .
*hugs*.. I love you, my love. 1437 and 7 and 7 and 7.. ...
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