so ne@r, y.e.t so f@r

Dearest hubby,
Yes, it's only Wednesday.. the third day of my lonely, stressful week.

Yes, i am surrounded with friends and colleagues and immersed with stress... full of work and more stress and worries... but my heart still feels empty.. very empty.. for you are not here by my side.

Yet, my soul is still kept warm by the glow of the love and tender care that you have shown me. My hours at work is slow and tedious - and my mind was not totally focused as I had heard the silent cries of grieve in your voice.. and all i wanted to do was to drop everything and just hug you so close and kiss your worries away.

My dear love.. be strong.. just for a little while more.. and I shall be strong for you too... cause i know it would hurt you deeply too if i were not.

With all the love in the world, my dearest one... i will be by your side, forever and ever.